If I had to pick a slogan for 2010 after the fact it would have to be, “Nothing Is Going According To Plan.” A month into last year, things at my work (which anyone who followed my Twitter stream during that time knew was a constant source of stress to me) got so bad that I went from being merely bitter and pissed off every day to so stressed out I came pretty close to puking in the trashcan at desk every morning. If I had to paraphrase the why of it all, it would go something like this: towards the end of January our client company said to me, “Look dude, we know you have like thirty extra job responsibilities that weren’t in your job description when we hired you, and we aren’t paying you any extra for any of it, but it turns out we’re going to be audited by a government agency later this year on a bunch of stuff dating back to mid ’08 so can you just make everything good for that so we can pass it?”
And I replied something along the lines of, “To do that I would have to send you back in time to visit your 2008 self to deliver the explicit message that you should listen to the issues I’m raising every week in our security and compliance meetings and do something other that stubbornly harumphing and crossing your arms. We weren’t compliant at all last year and the changes we’ve implemented since then probably wont’ hold up to close scrutiny, which, again: it’s because you’re stubborn.” Again, I’m paraphrasing.
So then they were all, “So we can’t get what we need to present to the auditing agency?” and I was all, “You know very well that we weren’t compliant and didn’t have a formal record keeping system for everything that we would need back then,” and then they were all, “Okay, look dude, we can’t come out and explicitly ask you to do this in any sort of formal way, so can you take what we do have and ake-may it-ay ook-lay ike-lay e-way ere-way ompliant-cay uring-day at-thay ear-yay?” and when they persisted in trying to force me to fudge things so they could stay out of trouble, I eventually said, “Well, good luck with that,” and handed in my notice. So I quit my job at the beginning of 2010. It was ridiculously scary. And this is the part where most people say, “but it all worked out okay,” but it didn’t. I didn’t have a plan. I had some good ideas, but coming up with a plan once your canoe has already gone over the edge of the waterfall doesn’t do you a lot of good. I ended up being without any source of income for six months, burned through most of my savings, dire financial straits, blah blah blah, and now I’ve devoted several more paragraphs to this topic than I had intended, because as the title implies 2010 had its share of good times, starting off with Sarah moving here at the beginning of the year so that she was only a commuter train ride away instead of a two-hour flight distant, and without her being so supportive and so rad all year and can honestly say I don’t know what I would have done this last year but I imagine I would be even more of a mess. I got to see some of my far flung imaginary friends again, and I’m grateful for that whenever that happens. I got to pay visits to San Francisco, and Seattle, and cities all along the Oregon coast, and Vancouver and Victoria in British Columbia and we all know any year that features anything Canadian can be all that bad. One of my best friends got married. I made a whirlwind trip to Montana, which nearly resulted in me dying but you know, whatever. I did some other stuff too but I imagine everyone is pretty bored at this point so I’ll just shut up now and give all y’alls the year in pictures.
January 7th, 2011 on 1:31 pm
Sometimes Rabbit tests our resolve.
January 7th, 2011 on 2:45 pm
What is this? Your semi-annual post on your (formerly nicely active) blog? I’ll try to be nice.
January 7th, 2011 on 4:33 pm
Oh, Vahid. I’m so sorry you had to go through that craziness at work. Though I haven’t been in your situation, I am very familiar with The Stubborn, the stress it/they cause, and the way it can derail your plans. You’re a strong person to get through that. I think I just let myself stay derailed these past few years.
I’m very glad you didn’t die in Montana, or anywhere for that matter.
Also, not bored at all, so y’know, write more if you can.
January 7th, 2011 on 5:35 pm
And so it all worked out okay then. Awesome!
Wishing you nothing but good things for 2011, my friend.
January 7th, 2011 on 5:36 pm
I truly feel that this photo (http://www.flickr.com/photos/sizzlesays/4554983983/in/set-72157623937691984/) should have made it in the year montage. DUDE.
I didn’t know the circumstances of you leaving your last job only that it was bad. Man, that is really, really bad! But you know what that tells me about you? Something I already knew- that you are a man of integrity. I admire that quality in you and am proud to call you friend.
You know what 2011 needs? MORE LAP SITTING.
January 7th, 2011 on 7:29 pm
Someone should have warned me that you’d snore so loudly.
January 7th, 2011 on 7:41 pm
But you made the right choice, it sounds like, with the job. If you don’t have integrity, you don’t have a lot. Actually, it seems like people without it have a LOT, in terms of material shit, but they probably hate themselves and can’t fuck.
Anyway, my point is, good job sticking to your guns and here’s to a great 2011!
Also, get some Breathe Right strips for poor Sarah. I live with a snorer, too. It suuucks some nights.
January 9th, 2011 on 12:21 pm
You guys had a tough year, but I admire the shit out of you for quitting that soul-sucking job. Plus, it allowed you to be available to be my science/math/life tutor.
Also, I just love your pictures. So inspiring.
One more: please blog more, for christsake.
January 10th, 2011 on 6:45 am
I had no idea things were so awful at first. I am so sorry you had to make such a difficult decision, but the fact that you stuck with your principles instead of doing what needed to be done just to get by says a lot about your character. I always suspected you were a pretty awesome person, but now it is confirmed.
The thing about coming up with a plan after you have already gone over the edge of the waterfall not doing you any good is so descriptive. I am feeling like I might be going over the edge of that waterfall right now so seeing that it did end up fine in the end, even though it seemed to you to take a long time to get there is nice to see.
January 10th, 2011 on 6:46 am
Also? I am slipping…there was no random fact in that last comment. Maybe if you posted more often I’d still be in practice?
January 13th, 2011 on 8:34 am
I made it into the collage TWICE! I’m guessing that it’s because I’m Canadian.
Glad to call you a friend, dude, and hope I get to see you (and Sarah) in 2011. You guys are neat.
January 14th, 2011 on 1:33 pm
yes but…Sarah is hot! HUZZAH!
Also; ya did pretty damn well for someone who didn’t have a plan!!!
January 15th, 2011 on 3:23 pm
Your tweets kept the situation not so dire. Having been there before (well, maybe not in the way of directness, although I have told a boss to fuck off once, for which I did have a backup plan before doing so), I know a little of what you went through (I know that phrase is very cliche) and am glad you had a very understanding S.O. to make it better.
Here’s hoping 2011 will be a kick ass year for you.
January 25th, 2011 on 6:36 am
The year is only starting, i am glad everything worked out.
2k11 will be awesome
January 26th, 2011 on 7:27 am
You did TOO have a plan… you just haven’t implemented it yet. I distinctly remember you sketching out plans for a coffee-&-scotch bar here in Wenatchee, and honestly, it’s getting tedious not having one.
2011 better be nice to you, or it’s going to have to answer to Brooke (who just got her brown belt in karate and who, quite frankly, isn’t someone to mess with. Ever since you lobbied for an increase in her book-buying budget, she’s had your back, bro).
Vahid, you are good peeps. The best. We miss you, and think you guys should plan to visit soon.